I know I have written very little lately … not sure why … I didn’t even write about my 35th birthday … but i’ll do that later … the thoughts i need to get off my chest now are all about work …

as paranoid as this is going to sound … i think our sales reps are trying to drive me out of the company … to find a new job … over the past month+ anything they are supposed to send to me they send to someone else … and that person [whomever it may be] has to forward it to me … and it is a group wide effort … if it were just one of 5 of them I could almost understand … but when all 28 are doing it … on a consistant basis … it fucking hurts …

i am aware that none of them like me … and i am fine with that … i am not at work to make friends … and i am the boss’ kid but i pull more than my own in my job … and i work hard for our reps … i go above and beyond anyone who has been in this position …

they are just fucking assholes … and it makes me not want to be here anymore … i never get a simple thank you … from any of them … they are bypassing me on purpose so my job isn’t complete on time … stuff gets lost because it didn’t come to me and people assume they were just copied on stuff so i never get it … it just hurts …

if i were lazy and got away with shit and didn’t do a good job … well then fine … that would be the price i pay … but i am just the opposite … i am a hard worker and have had a job since I was 14 years old … so i am not new to working hard … and i am also not new to people at work not liking me … it has happened at many jobs because i don’t accept anything less than what i would do myself …

but honestly they can all kiss my ass …