I just never seem to write anymore … maybe cause nothing really exciting is happening … wedding planning has been tiring me out … I just want to get it overwith at this point … I want to be David’s wife … have a vacation … and start the baby making … well maybe give married life a few months before the baby making …

My brother and his wife could have their baby at any moment now … I am kinda bummed they aren’t going to call anyone till they have had the baby … I understand they don’t want anyone there but I would love to get a call as they were on their way … so that I could kind of share in the excitement … but oh well people have to do what is best for them … I understand that …

I miss Kris … she took a new job a couple of months ago and we hardly ever talk … we used to talk anywhere from twice to 8 times a day … now we talk like twice a week …

I have to go to the dentist tomorrow and I freaking out a bit about it … I had so many surgeries in my mouth as a kid and so much shit going on in there that I get a bit wigged out now that I am an adult … and I am 100% sure I have a cavity which doesn’t make going any easier … I wish it was a guy that practiced sleep dentistry … but I’ll tell you this … I am going to get as much gas as I can …

I have been thinking about starting a paper business … ya know specialty papers for invitations and announcements … I would love to sell the supplies [cause they I would get them for cheaper] but I would also love to make invitations for people … I’ve been trying to come up with a good name but it is harder than one would think …

David’s birthday is this month … on the 25th … and I am once again in a quandary as to what to get him … usually i am great at getting people gifts but with David I SUCK … there is a big box full of reject gifts from Liz … I kid you not … most of them don’t even sell on eBay … it is a sad thing I’ll tell ya that …

We are going to one of my all time favorite restaurants for Mother’s Day on Sunday … Mon Ami Gabi … the place rocks … I’ll probably stop eating Saturday afternoon just so I am good and ready for Sunday night …

I have become totally hooked to two shows lately … Airline and Showbiz Moms and Dads … Airline is just super fantastic … I have absolutely loved every episode … so cool of Southwest … I knew there was a reason my dad and I are diehard Southwest fans … and Showbiz Moms and Dads is great … I do feel a bit bad for the kids but it is a great show … very interstice … I stayed up way too late watching it last night even though I was TiVoing it at the same time …

ok I have rambled long enough … I should get some sleep … my bed is so comfy lately I get so excited to lay down