I am feeling better … the gloom and doom is lifting … i even made phone calls tonight when i got home from work … [haven't wanted to chat too much lately] … and instead of parking myself on the couch or going to sleep i actually accomplished a whole lota shit … so right on …

i should have just bitched sooner on here … it always makes me feel better … makes me see how sorry i am being … and forces me to change my focus onto more positive things …

stop by Sickside and give Kimberly a big WOOHOO for her new job … she is going to kick some ass … that is for sure … god i am just so happy for her right now … it is going to be the perfect job for her … and so many people will benefit from her knowledge … i think reading that post just now is what finally put a smile on my face …

but i am still leavign the gray and black for now … hahahahahaaaaaa