I have been ripping MP3’s from my CD’s all day today … I did other stuff in between like all our laundry [since I have attempted to put fear of the bats aside and enter our laundry room again] … rearranged our closet [subconsciously so it was neater and I could see if any bats made it their home] … I found some great birthday cards for my friend Jason [got out of the house so I wouldn't think of the bats for a while] … and watched killer episodes of Alias and Queer as Folk [nothing to do with bats at all ... except that I would normally turn out the lights and relax on the couch but opted for all the lights and sitting up on the couch] …

it is becoming very draining always worried about when they will appear … any weird squeaky or cricket sound I hear I jump … I don’t walk into a room anymore without looking up at the vents …

I was smart … I called all the Blockbusters in our area till I found one that had the game Ghost Recon and asked them to hold it for me … I knew once David had it he would stay up till almost dawn playing … sort of a bat protector for me … and I was right … he was up till after 4:30 last night … and he is deep into the game tonight …

in order to bring myself away from having a stress heart attack we are starting yoga at work tomorrow … that should be great for me … I can hardly wait … I need something like that so badly …

well I am off to the bat cave bedroom for some much needed sleep … tomorrow someone is coming to clean our ducts … I sure hope that helps … in some way … even if it is only in my mind …