well the UPS woman said almost without a doubt they would not be paying on the breakage claim … she implied the guy sold and sent us a broken computer hoping to claim the insurance money … so david was totally pissed when i told him …

we did hang out together last night and made an excellent dinner … he grilled a steak and sliced it up and made corn on the cob and boiled small potatos … it so sooooooooooooooooooooooo good … and we ate together … i had a lovely evening with davie …

and this morning i was 3 pounds lighter …

i have dreams every night now about what it will be like when i’ve lost my weight … it is all i think about … i should have been dieting the whole time i have been unemployed … i would be close to my goal weight by now … but at least i have now started … i am down 17 pounds now … fucking rocks …